o my lord they are getting so big i dident mean to say lord but  they are i fill like crying i missing so much dam this  sucks my life sucks right now and i dont know what to do i havent even seen your new place jet im just not agood friend for you right now and i wish i could be im so mad at my self right now shit sorry again heatha i love you lots here is  some tears for you love you and the family i hope you are ok and i dont lose you for ever so write me back asap please mother you are still my ma if you like it or not have agood night love your jakey boy peace home slice

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